第三十章,夜归人(2 / 2)

拾刀行 春风不得意 0 字 2021-06-17

<p>“这么多选择,为何选这一条?”</p>

<p>沈离闻言思索片刻,眼神并不迷茫,而是一种偏执的坚定狂热</p>

<p>“因为我选择的,便是对的”</p>

<p>“你又怎么就敢确定自己就是对的?即便你真的在幽渊里看见了那束光,但当年哪位疯子几乎让整个世界毁灭,你这样做,与他又有什么区别?”</p>

<p>拍打去棉袄上的浮灰,沈离伸手指着尚不自知的徐自安,用一种平静到极点的冷淡语气说道</p>

<p>“这孩子曾跟我说过,说这世间万物,只要存在便有道理,存在过的事物,不管我们承不承认,它都会存在,不会随我们的意念化为虚无,就像………哪句话怎么说来着”</p>

<p>“对的就是对的,错的就是错的,这是徐自安说的”</p>

<p>朱小雨插嘴道</p>

<p>沈离看了眼朱小雨,满意拍了拍对方肩膀继续道</p>

<p>“但我一直很好奇,对错之间到底应该由谁来评断,周律?圣人?武帝?还是那些虚幻的天道轮回,世间礼规?”</p>

<p>微微停顿,沈离向后仰在椅子上,望着被一片薄云遮住的夕月,幽幽说道</p>

<p>“周律断不了世外的是非,圣人无暇顾得了世间,至于武帝,连自己都无法看透,又凭什么评判别人?既然没有人能真正辩清是非对错,那又凭什么认为自己所坚持的便是对的?别人所不同的便是错的?”</p>

<p>“所以我认为这话说的很没道理,于是我就让这孩子跳悬崖,直到什么时候认清这话是句错误的什么时候结束,就是畏山上的那处月儿崖,悬崖很高,这孩子最后摔的险些丧命,浑身上下没一处完好的地方,但即便这样,那孩子也没跟我说一句怨言,像个石头一样摔下来再站起,又再次摔下来,直至被摔成一堆粉末”</p>

<p>朱小雨有些动容,他知道那处悬崖,如果没有真元加持,以他这体格恐怕只一下就能成为一摊格外大的肉泥</p>

<p>他很好奇灶台里那个少年为何能摔十多次而不死,难道跳崖这种事也可以摔着摔着就习惯了?</p>

<p>见沈离再次张口,朱小雨赶紧退到一旁,继续扮演着一只老实的胖鹌鹑,仰头看向头顶桃花,看似痴迷于桃花褶皱间的风情,其实俩耳早已竖起继续听着俩人之间的对话</p>

<p>“当然,我不会因为这种事情而改变态度,可这些年中,我也想过无数次,究竟什么是对?什么又是错?当年我既然看见了它的存在,又怎么能瞒住自己的心假装自己看不见?”</p>

<p>说到这里,沈离突然站起,看着一些洒桌面上的几滴鸡汤,突然伸手将桌上的鸡汤抹去,桌面上虽没有了鸡汤的痕迹,但浸在老桌缝隙中的油花,还依旧向人们着它的存在</p>

<p>“遮住了眼,便以为看不到黑暗,这种事,我做不来”</p>

<p>这世上,既然有些事情真实存在过,那么我们就是擦去表面上的痕迹,又或者干脆闭上眼假装自己看不到,但它们依旧还是存在</p>

<p>既然它们存在,那我做的事情,自然都是正确的</p>

<p>因为我真的看见了那束光</p>

<p>那束光,是希望</p>

<p>整个世界的希望</p>

<p>这些话很隐晦,朱小雨听的有些不明所以,只好扭头望向老人,希望从老人眼里看出些解释</p>

<p>老人并没有给朱晓雨解释什么,而是望着桌缝间的鸡汤明光,目光深邃无痕,似乎想通过这几滴鸡汤看见那些所谓的真实</p>

<p>直到良久之后,老人才闭上眼睛</p>

<p>“当年那人看见了光,如今你又看见了什么?”</p>

<p>沈离不再说话,看着灶台间那道忙碌的影子,还有灶锅中不时冒着热气的鸡汤面</p>

<p>老人也不再说话,自摇椅间微微站起,摇椅安稳下来,不再发出吱呀声</p>

<p>风好像停了,桃花不再招摇,月光变得凝固</p>

<p>气氛彻底安静下来</p>

<p>安静,而且压抑</p>

<p>该聊的天似乎已经聊完,该叙的旧虽然还没有开始,好像也不会开始,都是这个世间伟大的人,又怎么会真的一见面便如乡间琐碎老翁般,揪着当年的旧事一直唏嘘感慨?</p>

<p>沈离用沉默表明自己不会改变,老人也不再试图改变,既然都不愿改变,那就只能继续坚守本身的意愿</p>

<p>坚守的方式,无非便是你死我活</p>

<p>朱小雨杵在原地,感受着场间的压抑气氛,头上碎汗如昨夜的阴雨般哗哗流淌</p>

<p>其他人不知道,但朱小雨很清楚,老人这一生很少与人动过手,并不是因为那些修者因为畏惧清夜司这个名号不敢与老人动手,而是因为这个世间,值得老人动手的人,真的太少了</p>

<p>老人肯定已经到了上三境,至于究竟到了如何程度,无人得知</p>

<p>世间修者,能入三境的人,无疑都是半步圣人,世间至强的那些存在</p>

<p>但即便这样,朱小雨也不敢枉自揣测这场战斗最后的生死走向,诚然这与他不愿猜测有关,但更多的,是因为他也不敢确定,看似堕境的沈离,会不会藏着其他强大的手段</p>

<p>沈离如今的境界是知乘境,是中三境里最下的境界,与自己相比还差了整整一个大境,与老人相比更是相差甚远,但与张毅然的贪婪与愚昧不同,他很清楚能逃出那座幽渊的人,怎么可能没些逆天的手段?</p>

<p>毕竟,这个看似放荡无耻的男人,曾另让整个王朝都动荡不断</p>

<p>这样一个充满传奇的男子,真的就是如他自己所说的那样,他若不想死,这世上就没人能让他死</p>

<p>除了他一心求死,就像老人一样</p>

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