1432 难道她的心已经?(1 / 1)

她伸手将那纸拿起,遮住阳光之后,缓缓睁开了眼。虽然被纸张遮住,但是这骤然而至的日光还是耀眼,刺得她的眼眶晕出了满满的泪水。她睁着眼良久,等到那一阵酸涩过去后,才看了一眼纸上的内容。只一眼就愣住。这字迹她很熟悉,是柳星河的。他的字没有认真练过,不是哪个名家的手法,却有一种自由和不被束缚的姿态。这一张纸上,因为写就匆忙,这种姿态就更甚,她甚至能想见他在挥笔着墨时的神情。“给我的?”晒得太久了,她嗓子有点发干,声音哑哑的。她捏着那张纸,缓缓坐起来,有些不想看。苏洛嘴角隐秘的笑了笑,摇摇头:“不是,是给我的!”柳绵绵的表情怔了下,似乎没想到是这个答案,沉默了下才说道:“既然是给苏姐姐你的,你给我做什么?”“最后一段提到你了,所以拿给你看看!”柳绵绵的素白的手捏在薄薄的信纸上,犹豫了少许时间,还是将信纸重新递给苏洛:“既是给苏姐姐你的,哪怕是提到了我,也不该是给我看的。”苏洛在她身边坐下来,将那一张纸接过来,随手压在小茶几上,挑眉问道:“你不敢看啊?”怕看了会动摇吗?柳绵绵摇头:“我不想看,就如当年我做好决定要嫁入王府,就义无反顾要接受一辈子都没有真正夫君的人生一样,昨日我做了决定,这辈子都不会跟他有牵扯,那就再藕断丝连!”苏洛抬了抬下巴。以前在宫内的时候,因为柳绵绵一直恪守自己的本分,所以极少表现出如此锐利坚定的一面。如今离开那四面绿瓦红墙,她真实的性格渐渐流露出来了。有时候,苏洛还挺钦佩这一点。换做是她,或许做不到这样断情绝义。她端了杯茶,喝了一口后道:“其实也没什么,他就是提醒我要小心隐藏行踪,顺便让我好好照顾你,别让你受伤!”柳绵绵无力的看了苏洛一眼,那眼神表达的是:我都说了我不想知道,你为什么还要说。苏洛笑意盈盈:“你不想知道,可是我很想告诉你呢!”两人之间一阵沉默,只有树梢的鸟在叽叽喳喳的叫。生附子在后院跟王四不知道在争执些什么,嗓门越来越大,最后激动道:“他不是都走了吗,你还留下来干嘛?”王四为人诚恳踏实,在学医一途又有天分,已经分走了很多生附子的宠爱。对此生附子愤愤不平。屡屡在季神医的面前给王四上眼药,可惜王四是个憨憨,就算被冤枉了,他也不辩解,只是道歉后下回干活更卖力。这一来二去的,季神医大概也能瞧个明白。生附子的那些坏话不顶用了,越发对王四没个好气。柳绵绵听到睫毛轻轻一颤,低声开口:“他,走了?”苏洛点点头:“一早就走了,你没发现明儿那个皮猴子和阿虎的大嗓门都消失了吗?”柳绵绵心道难怪。一早她就感觉院子里缺了点什么。原来是吵闹声和笑声。明儿总是爱笑,而阿虎跟生附子两人互相不对眼,吵着吵着声音就上去,往往要弄到有人来呵斥才会收场。从前柳绵绵喜安静。在柳家的时候,就算是火气再大,也不可能扬着嗓门吵架。她更是没有跟任何人大小声过。在街上看到那些为了一点小事争吵的妇人和小贩买家,她经常不能理解。可出宫这几个月来,她渐渐明白,其实普通人就是这样生活的。不开心了,觉得不公平了就吵上几句。难过了就哭,高兴了就大笑。平凡的日子,就是这么过的。有问题的其实是她。她一直绷得太紧,她一直活在条条框框里。她记得有一次跟柳星河一起出门,路上有不少男男女女都对他们流露出注意。她戴着面纱,众人对她的关注并不多。柳星河虽然穿着半新不旧的衣服,但是他身量高挑,面目含笑,自有一番倜傥态度。有不少女子都冲他咯咯咯的笑,他也回以笑脸,遇到那些胆子大的对他飞媚眼的,他也会挑挑眉。他这做派,柳枝和绿柳有些瞧不上,觉得太过轻浮。可是那些女子却很高兴,咯咯咯笑着。也有胆子大的,会真的上前来问,名讳住处,这个时候柳星河倒是正经了,说已有妻室,并且此生都不会娶妾室。那些个女的充满羡慕的看了柳绵绵一眼,均是一脸失落的走了。彼时柳绵绵被当成挡箭牌一样使,也曾觉得懊恼,觉得柳星河轻浮。但次数多了以后,她发现那些女子不过是闹着玩,并非动了真心,大家图个乐子,市井情趣而已,实在没有到轻浮二字的地步。而她偶尔碰到那些前来搭讪的公子,便会抬手指一下柳星河。就算一字未说,那些人也明白她的意思,就此作揖撤退,几乎没有碰到过痴缠的。短短的几个月时间,似乎有些东西就不一样了。柳绵绵回过神,发现已经日上中天,晒得她眼睛火辣辣的疼,她缓缓站了起来,说道:“到了该喝药的时间,我先回屋了!”苏洛抬眸看她,脸上带着笑意和问询:“你不想跟我多待一会吗?”柳绵绵茫然了下。苏洛噗嗤一笑,挥挥手:“去吧,你该喝药了!刚刚我问你的话,柳妹妹好好想一想答案吧!”说完,她伸了个懒腰,无比舒适的躺在摇椅上,闭上了眼睛。青衣拿着扇子给她扇风,也朝着柳绵绵意味深长的笑了笑。柳绵绵直到回到屋子,才明白刚才苏洛那句话的意思。若她真的还对苏洛存有那样的心思,应该会想着能多多的相处。就算是无话可说,坐在一起也会觉得是一种满足。可她没有!她急着逃离,想要躲起来,害怕自己那些隐秘的心思被发现,害怕会在灿灿日光下想更多不该想的事!所以,她的心难道已经……不不不,绝对不是!柳绵绵闭上眼睛,靠着门长长的叹息了一声。而与此同时,另外一边苏洛得到了下面的人传来的最新消息。

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